i guess i need a little more encouragement from myself. i went to search more about the NIE accommodation to make myself feel better abt the incoming test result. i dunno why i'm having a bad feeling abt everything that soon to come. so here's what i've found out from rae rae n from the webbie :

Double-occupancy: S$155.00 - S$190.00 per month

Single-occupancy: S$195.00 - S$250.00 per month

Air-conditioning charge is computed on per-room-per-month basis according to
meter reading.

For double room, this air-conditioning charge will be divided out equally
between 2 rightful occupants. application fee of S$15.75

compete for rooms with other NTU students on the basis of ECA points.

Closing date for hall application is 31 Jul.

can apply for double-occupancy rooms only.

will be open to current student teachers in late March every year.

ermmmm, im considering loan from either my cpf or local bank (free of interest) for my 3 n 4th yr. shall discuss with my girls soon =)

watched transformer with cg ytd.. perfect 5 stars! u must really watch if u havent done it so!
anyway, had a small mini birthday buffet over at superman's hse today. didnt take any pictures with my camera cos the cake was really too kiddish ( duh, we celebrated with superman's sis) and yepp, more like a NS guys gathering for superman too. thanks for the couple pillow case still. haha. it's really sweet.

all the best to my queennie n huijia.. 3 days of exam. though is short but never easy.
happy one year and a month superman.

if you happen to see a girl rushing back home like a mad donkey, it must be me trying to catch the Silver Chamber of Sorrow. i am addicted to this particular hk drama series though i missed a few of the episodes. yes, i'm still learning my driving. im bad at circuit. don't get angry with me if i cant get my license on 6th july, lols.
1 month of learning is just not enough for me. but i'll pray hard for it to come to past!

anyway, i had my ept on monday. i'm guess i did badly in listening comprehension. [superman must be sighing now] the weightage is abt 40 to 50%... urghs. i just hate talking about it. all i need is the grace of God now.

where would i be
without the grace of God

minglee, hope u like ur present!

this time round, i need to lay down plans. SIM registration closed and i dont think i wld want to appeal into diploma in education. so i guess i wld proceed to work as an assistant tcher in the drama n speech, tutor or work as a relief tcher for a better living. i will take the next one year to go for at least twice in the mission trips and save up money for future course desire. possibly, i will take the ppt and ept again in the hope of getting called up by NIE again next year. who knows, i may meet up with my girls =) also, im gonna go rafflesedu to take up a part time diploma in that takes me a yr or so. so if anything happens, i just have to further my diploma to honours in the same private institution.

but! if i pass my ept... the story will be SO SO SO DIFFERENT.

http://www.phobialist.com/

i was trying to find out whats phobias am i suffering from - repetitive sounds and order. i cant stand sounds that are continuous and repetitive. erm, more to that i guess..not sure how to explain.

check out this link and let me know if u have any phobias!

First, i must say a big thank you to wen qin for his membership card. yuppiee! and i went down to eighteen chef to meet my pretties - queen, ml, hj n rae. As usual, we talked alot and laughed like no one's business. we would always laugh at those silly incidents over and over again. memories and hilarious moments, probably are smth we are clinging onto now. i was almost a living corpse after work but their presence lifted my spirit up. after the whole chat..there a few friendship goals which i want to achieve:

1. once i get my driving license, im gonna drive my girls for a night breeze.
2. pass some of my winnie-a-pooh items to a true treasurer - minglee.
3. give ice cream treat to 3 girls who are re-taking their A level now (when im financially blessed) + rae rae
4. go jogging/cycling/swimming with them since all of us wants to burn off our body fats

i guess movies, board games, sleep over, picnic, sentosa, eastcoast,zoo whatsoever.. shld be done after A LEVEL! YUPP. or at least once in a while..i miss all of you babes.

went down to NIE for course briefing today and my world paused for 30 seconds when i found out i'm not eligible to take PE upon my admission. Simple reason is because the may ppt test was long over and to take ppt in August wld be too late for my admission on 28th july. what a joke. so what is the idea of recruiting me into NIE because i did well in my interview(pe) but at the end of the day, i'm not allowed to take pe? A mere time factor that determines my next 7 yrs.. they got to be kidding me. been seeking advices from here n there. an appeal letter to moe recuitment department shldnt be a harm. thank God for Hafiz. he's gonna help me with the letter writing. my ept is coming.. next mon 22 jun. how am i going to prepare ... yes. i'm feeling a little stress alr.

angry outburst. well, i was on the verge of shouting at my grandma about my ty bears. ebay seller sent the bears to my home address and guess what, my pro grandma could actually forget my boyfriend's name and rejected the delivery. I REMINDED HER of the delivery alr!!!!!!!! well, im having a headache now for not releasing my anger. just ranting out in the blog. maybe will upload my screams later onn..


don ever come to me and say, they are just bears.
mind you, they aren't.
each has its own value and identity.
and i'm proud to own them.

thank God for shijie and leslie. i just need someone to talk to abt my test n everything. i get too emotional at times.. ha. anyway, it's rather a bday day for me. i lost my access card and i left my hp in the museum..and i got to rush off to driving lesson after work. lethargic. tmr will be a better day.

Sorry (Album Version) - Buckcherry

hello earthly and heavenly creatures, im back from loud camp 09!
whole loads of fun n games. knew many friends n talented ppl from other cgs. i don think im gonna list everything out(cos it's never-ending)..but a brief touch on each day is a must-must.

1st day : our team was alr bonded by the morning game stations n night finding of murderer. and ermmm..i chose a mascot with LOTS LOTS OF BOLDNESS (WOOOOT!!!! EADELIN ZAI MAN!) mascot was ben! a really gigantic man. HAHAS.i love his curly hair n he's really a funny man.

2nd day : sentosa day. SUPER EXHAUSTING. still, i think im fitter than many young girls out there. WAHAHAHAHAS! ( who dares to disgree? har har?!)highlights : charlotte n pamela were thrown into the water. lavida won the telematch. i shampooed my hair along the sentosa beach, i met my pri sch classmate -nelson!

3rd day : we won another match - captain's ball!!!!!!!!! we're not vocal but our guys r surely almightly n fit. ah shucks. i cant rmber all their names. oh ya, i lost my voice COMPLETEY. like really. so went to see doc after kenna scolding from superman. soooo didnt get to play water bomb. neither did i attend the skit nor the campfire. sad rightttt.. so i'm gonna haunt minglee n the girls to tell me everything that ive missed. hoho...

anddd... photos will be uploaded by charlotte!! cos i didnt take any photo. ( okok, i will repent!)

tmr work again!

my eyes, probably the best witnesses of everything around me. constantly passing information down to that (fragile) heart. i want and i need to be really bold this time. yes, surely there is, a process of pain and discipline. (thats what i am so scared of). i'm a coward. and i wanna tear this old wineskin away. now is time to do (a slight) adjustment to the list of my priorities. and if u noe me well enough, i have plenty. so focus is what i need, badly. i want to be bigger (not size duh) this time round.

I Dont Want To Miss A Thing - Aerosmith

went cycling at ecp ytd with minghui & esther. love the sea breeze pretty much. and the Vista Bistro caught my attention..hmm...

this morning, i received a sms from MOE and it says :

"

Pls refer to ur application for BA/BSc(Educ) as one of ur choices. We're pleased to make you a provisional offer of a position in the BA/BSc(Educ) course, subj to you meeting prevailing conditions for appt at time of appt. We will be sending you a Letter of Offer via post in 2-3 weeks time. Pls be reminded to sit & pass ur EL EPT if you are not exempted. Tks.

LET'S PARTY JESUS!

hello creatures! i just bought another 2 ty bears - i love mom & springer (purple).

next station shld be raffles city.. gonna buy japan n other countries ty bears when superman is out. loud camp is drawing near!!! theres so many things need to settle during the weekend.. blue shirt? my specs? guitar? necklaces? oh no oh no.

my hamsters gonna be so poor thing! anyone can help to take care of my hamsters for a week? one old n one young. TERRIBLE BURDEN.

i held my movie temptation for almost 2 weeks and finally watched night at the museum 2 with my superman! thats how things go when 2 pigs met togther (we were too lazy to go out in the weekends). the movie was really great and hilarious. i love how the actors act with their facial expression and speaking. u noe, IM THE GREATEST KING OF ALL KINGS! and the i'm b-run-don, not b-ran-don.

don't ask me anything that regards with a negative 'if' for no plans may be a better plan. save me from all these unnecessary worries and let me dwell in this small little period of faith and hope.

superman is booking out today! whoos! and i have been planning la ko ko cheers these days for the loud camp=) and i came across this tiny little rare tamil book.. learnt a few tamil words. HAHA. still waiting for NIE.. gosh, when will i receive a call?

When she walks away from you mad===[ Follow her]

When she stare's at your lips===[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you===[ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she start's cursing at you===[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet===[ Ask her what’s wrong]

When she ignore's you===[ Give her your attention ]

When she pulls away==[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst===[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying==[Just hold her and don’t say aword ]When you see her walking==[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]When she's scared===[ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder===[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal's your favorite hat==[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she teases you===[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time===[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt==[ Back yourself up with the TRUTH ]When she says that she likes you==[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands===[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you===[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]When she tells you a secret===[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes===[ don’t look away until she does ]

WHEN SHE MISSES YOU===[ SHES HURTING INSIDE]

When you break her heart===[ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she says its over===[ she STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin===[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

- DON'T let her have the last word

-always call her when you know somethings wrong

-Pretty and beautiful is soo much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best ever

-When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

-When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Tease her and let her tease you back

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

If you do post this in the next four minutes

the one you love will:

Call you

Kiss you

Love you

Text you

Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend"

Girls post as: "A REAL BOYFRIENDA REAL BOYFRIEND DOES THIS SWEET ASS SHIT

blogging from work =p

had NIE interview this morning, received many encouraging smses and supports. thank you so much peeps. erm, i reached NIE at abt 9.45am and waited really long. When I entered the interview room, it was already 11.30am. (susposed to be 10.20am). While waiting, i saw one tpjc guy (Softball's captain i think) cant remember his name. Yup, he was there too. so erm.. interviewers were friendly but i could sense theres constant efforts in making me feel that being a teacher is a chore but too bad! i wasnt affected and i guess i did an excellent job.

Questions:

1. what have u been doing these few months?
2. what is ur job like?
3. what did u do to help out in trainings?
4. do u have any teaching experience?
5. do u in any areas have close interaction with the children?
6. what qualities do u think a tcher shld have?
7. do u think u have these qualities u mentioned?
8. what is ur personal opinion of a tcher?
9. do u think being a tcher is easy?
10. are u sure u want to be a tcher?
11. how would u conduct a lesson?
12. tell me a short story that leaves the students to evaluate. (i told them the frog story).
13. what sports do u specialise in?
14. how are u going to pick up new skills?
15. which schools do u prefer? sec or pri?
16. what subject wld u love to teach other than pe?
17. what is the role of a pe tcher (cos u noe, is different from coach).
18. how do u impart moral values?
19. are u prepared to take ETT/PPT?

questions in red shld be the main questions..the rest are asked according to my answers =) LALA!